Thursday, March 4, 2010

Dear Honeypiepie

Dear honeypiepie,

I don't know how to start this... Sana wag ka magalit ha. Hindi ko rin alam kung ano ang sasabihin ko. Kung ano ba ang dapat at ang di dapat sabihin. Bahala na si batman...
Kung hindi man correlated ang mga sasabihin ko dito it's because yun ang biglang pumasok sa isip ko at ayokong bigla na lang mawala yon...

Gusto ko lang bawasan kung ano man ang nararamdaman mo. Gusto ko lang malaman mo na masaya ako pag nakikita kitang masaya. Nasasaktan ako pag nasasaktan ka. Nalulungkot ako pag nalulungkot ka...

How did we started? First hello? I don't know. Maybe, I guess... All i know is that we talked about our hobbies, common things... beach, water, views, travel... Until one day, you opened your life to me... And I understand you more, more... I do not care what others see you. I know you more than they... I understand you more than they...

Until we became close... Doing things together. Hangin
g out. Going out together with our common friends. I see you as a friend. A friend who needs a friend. Someone to talk... Someone to be with. Until you took my hand. Until you put your arms around me. Until you embraced me...

I don't know if you can still recall the first time that you took my hand and then you embraced me... That was real. I closed my eyes, hindi ko yun i-nexpect. Kaibigan lang kita. Bulong ko sa sarili ko. Hindi kita mahal. Kaibigan lang kita. This is not right. Hindi ko al
am bakit mo nagawa yun... When I opened my eyes, you're still there, still embrassing me, you're eyes were also closed. Hindi ako nananaginip... Naramdaman ko ang higpit ng hawak at yakap mo... Naramdaman kita... Over acting pero sasabihin ko na naramdaman ko ang init, naramdaman ko ang pagmamahal mo...

Until one day, I realized that
my feeling for you is different...
Ayoko ng sabihin ang mga masasayang kasunod... :)
A forever mystery to others...

Nagpapasalamat ako na nakilala kita.
Sana ganun ka din.

Masaya ako na naging bahagi ka ng buhay ko.
Sana masaya ka rin at naging bahagi ako ng buhay mo.

Pinatawa mo ko.

Sana na appreciate mo ang mga corny jokes ko.

Hindi ko pinagsisisihan na minahal kita.
Sana ikaw rin.

Naging bahagi ka ng makulay kong buhay.

Alam ko mas makulay ang buhay mo.
Sana nakadagdag ako ng isa pang kulay, lavander ha.

I will never forget how yo
u made me happy.
How you made me smile...


If you still see me lonely,
do not worry about me.
I know i'm brave enough...
We will both be happy...
In His time...


I saw this sa net, i don't who said this, hihiramin ko lang to share with you...

"
You really don't have to be super nice always. Sometimes you have to show your bad side, so that you can sort out who can accept you at your worst mood".

You do not have to worry about me...
I may not be fine today
But I will be...



always,

your honey


P.S.

take care of your self




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