ಥ_ಥ everyday

Dear John,

she know you are both trying to live your everyday 
as normal as both of you can

masakit pala knowing you are happy now and moved on

and she's still there, 

stucked, 

standing where you left her...

a "dear john letter" is a letter written to a husband or boyfriend by his spouse or significant other to inform him their relationship is over, usually the author has found another lover. (wikipedia)

ಥ_ಥ so close

Dear John,

it was so close,

akala nya makikita ka nya...

kasama sya.

inaaminin nya, nanlamig sya,

natakot na baka pag nakita nya kayo

di nya kayanin ang magkunwari...

di nya mapigilang lumuha...

a "dear john letter" is a letter written to a husband or boyfriend by his spouse or significant other to inform him their relationship is over, usually the author has found another lover. (wikipedia)

ಥ_ಥ unexpected

Dear John,

She texted.

She called.

Pagtawag nya sa yo, ibang boses na ang sumagot...

sakit ang naramdaman nya

di nya na realize na ganun palang kasakit un...

a "dear john letter" is a letter written to a husband or boyfriend by his spouse or significant other to inform him their relationship is over, usually the author has found another lover. (wikipedia)

ಥ_ಥ crossed my mind

Dear John,

Kaya pala bigla kang sumagi sa isip nya...

masaya ka sa mga oras na to.


kailan kaya darating ang araw na sasaya sya

pag nakita ka niyang masaya?

a "dear john letter" is a letter written to a husband or boyfriend by his spouse or significant other to inform him their relationship is over, usually the author has found another lover. (wikipedia)

ಥ_ಥ

whole day lying on my bed

when night fall, stay up late

lay down on my bed

wake up at wee hour

to find wet pillow 

and swollen eyes

Chellee

ಥ_ಥ

i stayed up so late

stared at my laptop

decided to rest

when i closed my eyes

a tear fall

tears followed

Chellee

ಥ_ಥ

it was lunch time when I felt the cold

tears are falling while I'm eating

felt like a walking zombie

Chellee

dark days

i can feel that there is something wrong

i don't want to elaborate things that are beginning to fall

nor the feelings I have right now...

there are words that's difficult to say

and no one knows what will happen

when one will utter

we need to be brave

one should speak...

Chellee

You're My Star

If wishing at the stars is true

I have only one wish 

and that is you.

I'll wish for more days

that I can hold your hands

I'll wish for more hours

to call you mine.

(source unknown)

Chellee

Ulan at ako

Masarap matulog pag umuulan tapos nakabalot ka ng kumot.  Enjoy ding kumain habang malamig ang panahon.  Tapos iinom ng maiinit na kape.  Sisilip sa bintana habang pinapanood ang buhos ng ulan.  Papakinggan ang mga patak...

Pero pag umulan malungkot din.  Para bang mga luha.  Mga luha na bilis bilis ang pag agos, nag uunahan mula sa iyong mata.  Bigla bigla.  Minsan pa nga walang pasabi.  Katulad ng emosyon na kahit gaanong katagal mong itago, bigla na lang kakawala...

Parang ngayun, bigla na lang kumawala.  Biglang lumabas.  Nag uunahan.  Di mapigil kahit na anong gawin...  Pakinggan mo ang mga patak.  Nalulungkot din kaya sya...

...katulad ko?

Chellee

:(

Hindi ko alam bakit ako malungkot

basta ang alam ko di ako masaya.

Busy ka ba?

O nakalimot ka lang talaga?

Halos matatapos na ang maghapon

naghihintay pa rin ako...

Maraming dapat gawin,

biglang matitigil at titingin sa kawalan

Nasaan ka?

Naalala mo kaya ako?

Sumagi ba ako sa isipan mo?

Malungkot.

Nag-iisa.

Chellee